Friday, February 12, 2010

70 Days Out!

I am still doing the count down to April 23rd because I am still counting down to a new me!! Maybe not a new me, but a more fit me!! Ha! I had one more day of cheat foods yesterday, but now it's definitely out of my system because I don't feel so great this morning! I feel so much better when I am eating good food! So that's all behind me. This morning is 45 minutes of cardio, weights and a clean diet. I still love the chicken, sweet potato, broccoli thing but now I get to put olive oil on my sweet potatoes and broccoli....yay!!!

I am feeling so much better about where I am now. I was not at a good place mentally last weekend. I know my menstrual cycle plays a big part in messing with my head but I couldn't get out of the fog. I feel like a weight has been lifted!

Diana, my trainer, is such a wonderful person. I was pretty nervous to talk to her on Wednesday about what I had decided. We have gotten pretty close and she was so excited for me and has been working so hard to help me. I felt like I was letting her down. As soon as I told her, she was like...Ok, no big deal, on to the next goal....she said a lot more than that, but you get the point. She was so positive. She's just like...let's use the next 11 weeks to get you to your original goal and to an healthy manageable place where you can maintain on your own. She's been there, she's competed, so she gets it. She told me about all the melt downs she's had and that it's normal and figure girls are some of the craziest girls out there!! LOL! We talked a lot about the obsessive feelings I was having and she totally understood that too. She also said, it would only get worse! Ha! I just love her. We had such a good talk!

I think I'll continue to post pictures too! I still want to see the progress. Diana and I are planning on doing a photo shoot in April and sending in a pretty spectacular transformation story to Oxygen magazine!

1 comment:

  1. Oh my gosh you are going to have your transformation story in a magazine!!?? That is so awesome!